4
Dec
I’m trying.
This is my favorite time of year. Winter. Cold. Snow. Traditions. Christmas.
But I am stuck. Trying to be my festive self. I’ve never had a problem. Fuck. My Mom died at Thanksgiving years ago and I still mustered fn Christmas spirit.
But today? I’ve decorated my tree. I play Christmas music in the car. I even put on Die Hard. Nothing.
My traditions were blown this year. No one cares. Whatever. We have no snow. It’s fucking sunny and warm. If I could nuke Mother Nature – I would at this point. I’ve tried to be cheery. We’ll see how it goes. But this sucks.
