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Dec
…it’s been a month. Still not any easier.
Still can’t talk about it much though. Maybe it would help, maybe not. I don’t know. Can’t talk to my husband about it (truthfully, don’t actually think he cares) and no other family really. And don’t want to spoil anyone else’s mood. No need for that. Like I said, not sure it would help anyway.
Trying to suck it up though.
6:15 am on December 10th, 2010
i’m sorry.
i think sometimes we just need someone to listen – not necessarily give us feedback. just a sympathetic ear.
it’s been a month – and x-mas is around the corner – it’s understandable you’re feeling this way.
your huskies understand. they can sense your sadness – if you need to “get it out” maybe you could talk to them. ;)
i remember when my mum’s cancer came back- i was devastated and i was in my friend’s office talking to her about it – and her bull dog Freddie – just came up to me and put his big, slobbering head in my lap and gave me this “i’m sorry you’re in pain” look.
he felt my sadness and was offering sympathy. i was touched it was the sweetest thing. and it helped me feel better.
take care,
jojo
2:51 pm on December 13th, 2010
you can always talk to your friends :)