10
Feb
Went to an appointment today and the lady opened her door as she said “hey how are you” and then instantly asked me what was wrong. And moved me into her office. I told her Smokey died. She teared up and said she knew something awful happened. She knew because she said I was always smiley and happy. And now I was not.
Honestly did not realize I was transparent to the outside. I must look pretty awful. But no – I am not happy. At any point in the day.
She said she just had to put her dog down in November. That it was so awful. And she was sure she would never get another dog. That it was too hard.
Yes it is.
