17
Jan
It’s now been over a week. Like that’s some great amount of time.
Still just as sad. Still cry. Got a few chores done today. One of them was not getting out of my pajamas.
Hot tub service guy came today and asked where Smokey was. Great. I love starting to cry in front of people who not my close friends.
Still living in a fog really. This loss was the loss of a presence that was in my life all day, every day for almost 8 years. Every single waking moment reminds me that presence is gone.
