Just watched tonight’s episode of Big Bang Theory. Wow. You caught me off guard guys. I’m still sniffling.
I hate to admit that I had kind of forgotten that the actress died. And when Howard mentioned his Mom, I thought to myself right then “oh, that’s how they will deal with it. Have her away, etc. She didn’t appear on the show so maybe even find another voice.” Yes. I thought it during tonight’s episode. It’s Hollywood. They do that.
Then Mrs. Wolowitz died. And I got instantly sad. The actors did a great job of being very sad and remaining in character.
When Sheldon said “When I lost my own father, I didn’t have any friends to help me through it. You do.”, it made me cry and smile at the same time. When my brother died, my friends are the ones who got me through it.
Them. And Big Bang Theory. I watched repeats every single night for several months. It was the only thing I could watch without getting sad. The only thing besides my huskies that could make me smile at all.
That was a great episode tonight.
Now I need to go get all this dust out of my eyes.
RIP Carol Ann Susi AKA Mrs. Wolowitz #fuckcancer