{"id":9172,"date":"2011-04-13T19:51:13","date_gmt":"2011-04-14T02:51:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/a99kitten.com\/?p=9172"},"modified":"2011-04-13T19:51:13","modified_gmt":"2011-04-14T02:51:13","slug":"i-hate","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/a99kitten.com\/?p=9172","title":{"rendered":"I hate&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Being in pain all the time<br \/>\nBeing swollen and sore all the time<br \/>\nHaving to wear uncute &#8220;comfortable&#8221; clothes all the time<br \/>\nHaving it take 5 minutes to go to damn bathroom, or upstairs or downstairs or anywhere<br \/>\nNot being able to do anything fast<br \/>\nNot really being able to do anything&#8230;unless I want it to hurt at some point<br \/>\nNot being able to walk my dogs<br \/>\nNot being able to enjoy outside<br \/>\nLooking into Stormy&#8217;s eyes as he wonders why Mom isn&#8217;t taking him out like every other day for the past 9 years<br \/>\nFeeling gross and yucky because it hurts to stand too long to put on make-up or do my hair or wear anything besides yoga or workout pants and a sweatshirt<br \/>\nWorrying about gaining weight and feeling fat<br \/>\nNot being able to do all aspects of my job because I&#8217;m either stuck at my desk or in so much in pain &#8211; I stay home<br \/>\nFeeling weak<\/p>\n<p>Yes, I am fully aware a broken ankle is actually not a big deal. And that it could be way worse. But that does not mean it does not suck. It does not mean that I do not hate it. I do try and keep a positive &#038; rational attitude about it. It will get better soon (ish) as long as I follow doctor&#8217;s orders. <\/p>\n<p>But when it hurts to be up and make the huskies and myself a quick dinner &#8211; after staying home from work all day because it hurt so much &#8211; that sucks. And pisses me off. And I hate it. So I write it down it hopes of blowing of steam.<\/p>\n<p>Not working yet&#8230;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Being in pain all the time Being swollen and sore all the time Having to wear uncute &#8220;comfortable&#8221; clothes all the time Having it take 5 minutes to go to damn bathroom, or upstairs or downstairs or anywhere Not being able to do anything fast Not really being able to do anything&#8230;unless I want it [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[43],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9172","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-rants"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/a99kitten.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9172","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/a99kitten.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/a99kitten.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/a99kitten.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/a99kitten.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9172"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/a99kitten.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9172\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9175,"href":"https:\/\/a99kitten.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9172\/revisions\/9175"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/a99kitten.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9172"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/a99kitten.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9172"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/a99kitten.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9172"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}