{"id":2563,"date":"2010-06-21T21:36:06","date_gmt":"2010-06-22T04:36:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/a99kitten.com\/?p=2563"},"modified":"2010-06-21T21:36:06","modified_gmt":"2010-06-22T04:36:06","slug":"my-heart-is-racing-but-its-actually-not-a-good-thing","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/a99kitten.com\/?p=2563","title":{"rendered":"My heart is racing&#8230;but it&#8217;s actually not a good thing&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>For the past couple months I have been eating small, pre-packaged salads that are between 260-310 calories for lunch. I don&#8217;t snack. Never have been much of a snacker. I generally make healthy dinners and only splurge when I go out to eat which isn&#8217;t often because I don&#8217;t want the extra calories. And I like easy lunches anyway. <\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s bikini season. I get it. It&#8217;s fine and I don&#8217;t hate it when I feel it is MY choice. I like to be thin. And feel thin. But if I feel someone thinks I&#8217;m fat, or needs to lose weight&#8230;well&#8230;you can exit the f*&#038;%^*&#038;# door pal. I do not need you.<\/p>\n<p>Today I offered husband one of my salads as he was starving and didn&#8217;t have time to get lunch. I had an extra salad and I was being nice. He ate it.<\/p>\n<p>We got home around 8:30 or so tonight and I started dinner as soon as we got home and I proceeded to do the million things I have to do. As I&#8217;m doing them, husband says &#8220;I like it when you get home earlier than I do and&#8230;.&#8221; I stop and look at him, waiting for him to finish the sentence I know is stuck hanging there. He realizes his mistake and finishes &#8220;&#8230;then we get to eat earlier and hang out and watch TV or something.&#8221; I smile and say &#8220;don&#8217;t you mean I get home earlier and have dinner ready and waiting for you when you get home?&#8221; Umm&#8230;well&#8230;yeah&#8230;that is GREAT! he says. Fantasy punch one.<\/p>\n<p>Dinner is almost ready. Husband says I am so starving. Those tiny salads aren&#8217;t enough food. I say welcome to my and Stormy&#8217;s world (Storm is always hungry!) He says well, it&#8217;s different for you. You shouldn&#8217;t be hungry.   Again&#8230;stop what I&#8217;m doing&#8230;why is that I ask. Well&#8230;you are smaller than I am. And a girl. Yes to both of those I say but do you think that 300 calories is enough food for ANYONE to last all day long and not be starving well past dinner time??<\/p>\n<p>Well&#8230;I don&#8217;t know he says. Fantasy punch 2. <\/p>\n<p>He is so &#038;^%#^@&#038;@*@)@)frackin&#8217; lucky I have some form of self control and haven&#8217;t smacked him in the head with a frying pan yet&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe I&#8217;m too sensitive&#8230;but really? Now I am sitting here while I have another SVT episode\/heart racing. I am definitely starting to see a stress correlation&#8230;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>For the past couple months I have been eating small, pre-packaged salads that are between 260-310 calories for lunch. I don&#8217;t snack. Never have been much of a snacker. I generally make healthy dinners and only splurge when I go out to eat which isn&#8217;t often because I don&#8217;t want the extra calories. And I [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[43],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2563","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-rants"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/a99kitten.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2563","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/a99kitten.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/a99kitten.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/a99kitten.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/a99kitten.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2563"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/a99kitten.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2563\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2565,"href":"https:\/\/a99kitten.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2563\/revisions\/2565"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/a99kitten.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2563"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/a99kitten.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2563"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/a99kitten.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2563"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}