Fell asleep easily again last night – that’s good. Woke up wide awake at 3am again – sigh.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Got up, drank more water, tossed, turned, no markets to check. Did finally fall back asleep after at least the 4:30am time check. Had a dream with Law & Order characters (totally normal really) and was back doing some weird crime solving adventure on the coast. And then I saw Angelus. And Storm. And then Smokey. And they all ran to me at various times and were smiling, and happy. And I got to skoosh them all. And it really felt real. Even if just for a second when I woke up. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I woke up around 7am to it snowing. Not as tired as lately. And feeling a little more calm. Decided to be lazy today – no Peloton or walk. Mostly did laptop stuff and easy chores. Housekeeper came. Weekends still suck. Memories still poke at wounds. But seemed a little more out of my head than I have been. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
The final BBT was on as I made dinner. That always makes me happy and sad at the same time. Kind of like seeing my buddies in a dream that seems so lifelike. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
But it was sure nice – even if just a dream.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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